Aspire Magazine: Inspiration for a Woman's Soul.(TM) DEC 2016 / JAN 2017 Aspire Mag Full Issue A Miracl | Page 85

FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS DATING AFTER DIVORCE IS A JOURNEY OF TRUST. Dating after divorce is a journey of trust. Every time I’ve tried to date or have a relationship I was a mess in the beginning stages. I was filled with anxiety, helplessness and powerlessness. I met this guy years ago; let’s call him David. When I met David I was living in Ibiza, Spain. We were in romance bliss, but that didn’t last. Since David was a marine-biologist and loved the freedom of the seas, he traveled and was away most days the summer we were together. I went out of my way to see him when it was convenient for him. I became anxious and crazy and my lovely, relaxed energy started to become one of desperation and needing to get his attention. David started pulling away more and more. Eventually, I stopped reaching out because it felt imbalanced, ignored, rejected and incomplete. I dated many, many guys after David and I observed the times when I was overly available, feeling anxious, clingy and needy for their attention – I was giving away my power. The problem was I hadn’t worked on myself. I had a very needy mindset and I derived way too much of my self-worth from how men responded to me. As empowered women, we all have all the resources we need to survive available to us within ourselves. This is our deep, inner power. It’s time to stop searching for love and validation in the outside world. Here are 7 empowering ways to just that. 1. B E EMOTIONALLY WHOLE Being emotionally independent means that you take responsibility for your own happiness. It means being realistic about who’s in control of your happiness. As in keeping clear of your individual identity so you do not “lose yourself” in the other person. The other person is not responsible for making you happy. YOU are, and when you follow and stay in control of your own happiness, then your life is empowered. 2. STAND YOUR GROUND Don’t let a guy disrespect your needs. You do not have to put up with any bad behavior. If he treats you in any way that’s not okay with you, let him know. Don’t spiral and over-analyze what you did wrong to be disrespected. If a guy flakes or cancels on a date and gives you an insincere excuse, do you let him know it’s okay and clear your schedule to meet up another time? 85