Aspire Magazine: Inspiration for a Woman's Soul.(TM) August/September 2015 Unleashing Your Magnificence | Page 42

providence moves too. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one’s favor all manner of unforeseen incidents, meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamt would have come his way. It wasn’t until I was sitting in the airport in Amsterdam (where the Doctors Without Borders headquarters of my project was located), about to board my flight to Mexico City that I suddenly wondered whether I would actually be able to adjust to life in such a foreign environment. (Did I mention there would be no electricity or running water?) Would I really be able to do the job I’d signed on to do? But even in that wobbly moment, I knew that I would find a way to manage. Why? Why wa s I so certain? There are lots of reasons. And none of them are because I’m braver, more talented, or smarter than you. Because I’m not. I promise. I’m scared of public speaking, and of parties with people I don’t know, and of difficult conversations when I might disappoint someone. But over the years enough people have asked me where I find the courage to make my bold choices that I’ve realized: I’m not braver than anyone else, but some of us forget how brave and magnificent we can be. In addition, I’ve come to see that my path through life has equipped me with certain tools that help me make the daily decisions that add up to a courageous life. I can see how my experiences have taught me to have faith that everything will be okay, and, most importantly, that even when everything is not okay, everything is actually okay. And those experiences told me: you’ll do fine. I’ve been getting really curious lately about how I came to acquire these tools, because I want to share them with you. Because I want to offer them to anyone whose selfdoubt is getting in the way of their good work in the world. 42 www.AspireMAG.net | August / September 2015