Aspire Magazine: Inspiration for a Woman's Soul.(TM) Aug/Sept 2016 Aspire Mag Full Issue | Page 34

We are always creating exactly the reality we’re most committed to having. Remember, this commitment is unconscious and began when you were very young. At the young age that our commitments were formed, they felt vital for our survival. They may not make sense to us as adults, but that doesn’t matter. They still have a hold deep down in our psyches. In this situation, your inner child is accustomed to struggling with money. It’s what she knew growing up, so it’s comfortable. In her little mind, it’s the best! She doesn’t have to take the risk of owning a business or even learning how to live as someone with more money. She doesn’t have to stretch her self-worth to accommodate the kind of empowerment that greater wealth would bring. To that young girl inside, the underlying commitment to avoid her finances has a whole host of great benefits. To the adult you, though, that underlying commitment could be the bane of your existence. Can you see the secret in all of this? We are always creating exactly the reality we’re most committed to having. It doesn’t matter what we say we want. If we don’t have the thing we desire, it’s because we’re more committed to our present state than we are to getting what we want. I know— yuck! I felt the same way when I first got this. 34 Our underlying commitments are our first and strongest commitments because they were formed when we were so young and vulnerable and impressionable. What Do Underlying Commitments Sound Like? To help you figure out your own underlying commitments, let’s look at what they often sound like compared to what we think we’re committed to. As you can see, your desire and your underlying commitment may not be directly related to one another! “I think I’m committed to becoming a public speaker.” Underlying commitment: “I’m committed to staying small so that I won’t be called stupid.” “I think I want to start my own business.” Underlying commitment: “I’m committed to controlling everything so I feel safe, and having my own business feels very out of control.” “I think I’m committed to becoming an artist.” Underlying commitment: “I’m committed to being an accountant because that’s what my father was, and he died when I was young. I’ll dishonor him if I do something else.” www.AspireMAG.net | August / September 2016